Posts Tagged ‘Health Care Reform Bill’

Some People Like It and Some Don’t

March 23, 2010

One of my “big” dreams, as Jung called them, a lifetime dream, occurred 20-some years ago. In it a woman came up to me with great respect and said, “Divine Mother told me you have the blue thunder in the heart.” She seemed to know what that meant and be in awe of it. I laughed, in a kind of exhausted way, and said, “Well, some people like it and some don’t.” The dream has always been there to help me realize that no matter who we are, no matter what we do or try to do, life asks us to tolerate the fact that some people like who we are and what we do and some don’t. We cannot be effective in the world in any real way unless we learn to accept that. Pleasing everyone, not upsetting anyone, isn’t possible unless you work hard to become compliant and spineless.

I watched President Obama sign the Health Care Reform Bill today. I think it moved even the stones and plants in my house to see the sense of joy and victory in the countenances of those in that room who had achieved what so many generations had tried to do and failed. I was holding my breath for them all – thinking how good it is for them to just have their moment to breathe it all in and to celebrate. The backlash is shaping furiously even as they stood there. Some people like it and some don’t. Nothing of significance can be attained without walking through that fire with patience, persistence and wisdom. All blessings to every one of us in the days ahead.

Caring for Health and the Split Personality

March 22, 2010

I started a cleanse yesterday. No coffee, meat, dairy, sugar, alcohol or animal product of any kind for 3 weeks – that’s the plan. I am a woman of habit so this will be challenging, but I know it is the right thing to do to detoxify my body. It’s spring cleaning for the organs, the blood, the brain, all the parts.

Last night the part of me that usually wins the argument when I attempt something like this, who has a thousand reasons why this is not a good time, the one who thinks life is difficult enough without depriving yourself, started her contentions. She can be so domineering. I saw the part of me that wants this cleanse and wants to learn better habits start to shrink, like the child who doesn’t know how to stand up for herself when someone wants the toy she’s got. The fair mediator and Mom in me stepped up to say to the contentious one that she has had her turn, now it is this other one’s turn.She’ll get her toys back later.  That seemed to settle it! I was amazed. It worked like a charm again today. The kids are taking turns.

I didn’t realize until I was watching the vote for the Health Care Reform Bill last night that yesterday was a really good day to start this cleanse, like my own health care reform; and I can offer it as a fast in gratitude too. I’m sorry for the people who are so upset about this bill, but I have a daughter who is uninsurable because of Type I diabetes and she needs insurance to stay alive. It makes me ache too much for the people who have to have expensive medicine and can’t afford insurance.

We are seeing in this drama that the nation has a split personality too – a lot of contentiousness going on. I hope we find a way to play together better.